Whoa, that was close.
For approximatly two days i though perhaps i had a thing for someone my own age, but as soon as i said something about it, it became evident that i am simply a girl from Oswego, which means that my friends are either dating all the good ones here, or are the good ones here. Aka, i do not have a thing for him, which is kind of a relief. No, it is a relief.

I am a little messed, aren't i? but there is nothing like a relationship to put a damper on what i want to do right now.

The girls and i were talking about how they say that you will marry someone like your father. Which is TERRIFYING...Because most of our fathers are fuck ups. some of them meant well, and some of them didn't, but man, it's amazing how much parents can fuck up a kids life.

I don't want to date right now, but man, i am soooo looking forward to being married some day.
So i guess that is one decision i am not allowed to fuck up.